wat does one says about oneself???

that i m a lill mad sometimes,and that sometimes happen
all the times??and no,i dun hear voices in my head,or so
they tell me....loves depressions,gloom and
darkness....the storm is my ghost between our love.loves walking
in the rain.hates the sun!
has lost quite a lot of angst these few years,wish i cld
say the same about my weight...hates work,love
bartending...tho' i have stop tending bars for almost 5
year now...stoned-dreamer,mildly bad-tempered,happily-pessimist,horrorfreak,nerdy insane.excitingly boring...dun care for
much.dun mind much.ANarchist,anti-people.

mellowed into nothingness really quick,
i have lose my zest somewhere,
need to trek bout to look for it,
but turning back scares me.......