leave ya footprints in the sands of my mind....

leave ya footprints in the sands of my mind.... http://ratinacage.multiply.com/ Death loves final embrace Your cool tenderness Memories keep love alive Memories will never die. do not your flowers or your words keep, in your mind and in your heart so deep. cause one day the flowers will have to be laid, over my tombstone with the words left unsaid.<embed allowscriptaccess='never' src='http://www.youtube.com/v/WSdfnC4Dc10&rel=1' width='425' height='355' type='application/x-shockwave-flash' wmode='transparent'></EMBED> Thu, 4 Sep 2008 14:23:07 -0000 Thu, 4 Sep 2008 05:49:33 -0000 leave ya footprints in the sands of my mind.... http://images.ratinacage.multiply.com/logo http://ratinacage.multiply.com 100 100 shy i am shy, yes to you i am. i wanted to see you so much before you get here, but once you're here. i dunno what to do, or say when i am with you. its like i became stupid. i even forgot how to kiss. http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/178/shy Thu, 4 Sep 2008 05:49:33 -0000 did you loved me, like a child, unconditionally. http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/177/did Tue, 29 Apr 2008 09:02:33 -0000 come all <IMG class=alignleft src="http://images.ratinacage.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SBbWhgoKCtYAAHcIIoU1/n12467286524_4984.jpg?et=RcTQs16ldTG6KXZxGwWKGA&nmid=" border=0> http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/176/come_all Tue, 29 Apr 2008 08:04:48 -0000 my house/no one lives here anymore theres a hole in the roof where the rain comes in, the moment i close my eyes, my head begins to spin. there are windows out high that stops the blazing sun, where tears flow out, to water the flowers out front.. theres a crack in the wall, where the cold wind blows, the scars it has left, on my body does show... theres a path to the garden where i have close the door, after you have walked out, i am not expecting anybody anymore...... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- no one lives here anymore, why dun u try knocking on some other door, cos no one lives here anymore, not here tho i was before. left this house of pain, never coming back again, left this house of pain, one cold night when it rained. no one lives here anymore, nothing here but the cold marble floor, no one lives here anymore, you could see thru the empty hall. left this house of pain, never coming back again, left this house of pain, one cold night,i... http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/175/my_houseno_one_lives_here_anymore Sat, 8 Mar 2008 08:42:58 -0000 cherish never think that ur troubles are too big or that ur blessings are too small, today. cos ur blessings may never come again,or ur troubles will come down like a thunder wall!! cherish wat u have today,be they good or bad after today,these might well be the things u never have had. http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/174/cherish Sat, 8 Mar 2008 08:34:27 -0000 why bother?  sit around in a corner cafe reading rollins and bukowski rollins has lose his anger bukowski has lose his sad sad views and all i lose is my mind i sit around in a corner cafe listening to nick cave and rammstein nick is a soulful singer i dun understand a word of german rammstein spews and all i lose is my http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/173/why_bother Sat, 8 Mar 2008 08:33:45 -0000 i was so silly i search for God, that time forgot, under a small river rock. i thought i find, a very strange kind, that looks like a mouse's behind. i close my eyes, just to see that i was looking at me. hahahahaha --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the other day at the zoo, i saw green monkeys,and pink elephants too i saw a man with 3 heads, sleeping on a fire bed. the other day in the park, i stayed from day to dark, i saw Heng making out to my 24 cans of empty stout --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i thought i saw myself today, second row first car of the train, that whizzed right before my eyes, am i going insane. i saw he looked at me too, with eyes that showed terror, as if he recognizes me, like staring into a living mirror. i wonder what it all means, to see the other me of the whole? maybe i am just seeing things. o... http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/172/i_was_so_silly Sat, 8 Mar 2008 07:51:10 -0000 is there all there is i wish i know why am i here, the lines on my face they show the long weary years. is there all there is to it, another cycle,maybe even another thirty years. it will and has ceased to be different, it will remain the same. my footsteps has been sank in stone, its the same old repeating sunrise everyday, again and again and again....... i have searched and i have pondered, thru the hearts of a thousand men i wandered i believe there must be a calling, something more substantial,something more real,something.... http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/171/is_there_all_there_is Sat, 8 Mar 2008 06:16:21 -0000 like i like licking the airplane window, trying to taste the candy cloud floss. http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/170/like Thu, 6 Mar 2008 03:05:03 -0000 call me,or not call me, and tell me,about your problems, about the bad weather.the bad people. about how work suck, about how shitty the day has been, how its hard to sleep at night. how you wake up in fright. tell me how its all gone bad,gone wrong. on second thoughts, don't call me.   http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/169/call_meor_not Sun, 24 Feb 2008 04:00:17 -0000 facebook <A href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=563595948">http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=563595948</A> http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/168/facebook Wed, 23 Jan 2008 13:29:18 -0000 clean i just clean up my house just now, and im not talking about just sweeping and mopping the floor.i threw away a lot of stuff that has been lying around since god knows when. i moved some furniture around,i wiped everything i can lay my hands on,i burnt some incense sticks and aroma oil.i swept,i vacuumed,i moped,and then i moped again the whole house feels not just clean,but also cleansed.i dunno how to describe the feeling but it just feels so good.i feel that not only the house is clean,but i am cleaned as well.it just have a strange therapeutic effect on me. the house may be small,but it does its things right.and now its all i got. http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/167/clean Tue, 15 Jan 2008 13:37:46 -0000 taxi driver im not gonna take taxi unless its a life and death situation.until they justify the price hike with improvement of their attitude,why shud i even give them my hard earned money. instead of punishing the errant cab drivers for hiding,touting and general bad service,now they wanna make us pay more for this shit. well,fuck 'em! http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/166/taxi_driver Thu, 13 Dec 2007 09:13:16 -0000 wet i love wet markets. the orange of the carrots,the greens of the leaves,the silver of the fishes. the noises of the businesses. http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/165/wet Thu, 13 Dec 2007 03:45:50 -0000 nong khai/bangkok 08 http://ratinacage.multiply.com/photos/album/44/nong_khaibangkok_08 Thu, 6 Dec 2007 06:17:00 -0000 flow.. http://ratinacage.multiply.com/photos/album/43/flow.. Sat, 6 Oct 2007 08:41:52 -0000 trip to see naga fireballs flying to udon thani,making my way to nong khai,trying to get a room with 40,000 others.to see the naga fireballs.making my way to bkk on a overnight http://ratinacage.multiply.com/calendar/item/10005/trip_to_see_naga_fireballs Thu, 23 Aug 2007 03:26:19 -0000 i cant build you a taj mahal, i cant build u a taj mahal, or cry down parts of the great wall. for u i cannnot bring down a star, nor wage a great cold war. i cant grow wings and fly, to write your name in the sky, but i'll lay with u on green pastures, to watch the world pass us by, for u, i have lived,for u, i'd gladly die and reincarnate to be with u, for another thousand lives.i dream of nothing more, than to listen to your lies,for when u break my heart i never question why. http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/164/i_cant_build_you_a_taj_mahal Fri, 3 Aug 2007 13:24:53 -0000 life past me http://ratinacage.multiply.com/photos/album/42/life_past_me Wed, 25 Jul 2007 06:39:13 -0000 all dragons are beng! <A href="http://ratinacage.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RpiBdAoKCrQAAH2Ffd81"><IMG class=alignleft src="http://images.ratinacage.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RpiBdAoKCrQAAH2Ffd81/barney.jpg?et=mv9wcmZa3HCks%2BD%2BZwJeGg" border=0></A>so u wanna get a tattoo of a dragon that doesn't look like a ah beng dragon, get barney!!!!!! http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/163/all_dragons_are_beng Sat, 14 Jul 2007 07:56:44 -0000 like me.... bury your children, in a thousand bags of toys they grow up like me http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/162/like_me.... Wed, 4 Jul 2007 06:14:49 -0000 yet again where once you touched me, in the soft of your frangrance, tho' no stars proclaim,the pain still, remains. http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/161/yet_again Tue, 26 Jun 2007 08:43:13 -0000 unclean i wanna be the unclean river water that washes your unclean hand http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/160/unclean Tue, 26 Jun 2007 08:28:46 -0000 get 'er done communicasia 2007 is finally over.its a 14hrs/day for 13 days work for me. this has been the worst show for me so far.i've done 3 communics,1 singapore areospace,1 india areospace,1korea motorshow,1 sibos in sydney.and countless smaller shows this 2 years.this is by far the suckiest!!!not the exhibitors suck, not the organizers suck. its us who suck!!!the store in charge this year was stupid and stubborn. stupid i can forgive. he was either born that way or had his head knocked around too much when he was a kid,he didnt ask to be stupid. but stubborn i cannot forgive.   http://ratinacage.multiply.com/journal/item/159/get_er_done Tue, 26 Jun 2007 08:26:54 -0000 random http://ratinacage.multiply.com/photos/album/41/random Thu, 10 May 2007 07:56:14 -0000 flower in the attic http://ratinacage.multiply.com/photos/album/40/flower_in_the_attic Tue, 1 May 2007 09:01:50 -0000